The stress.The pressure.The expectations. They make me feel alive. :)

There are plenty of activities that I miss doing. I miss watching television series, I used to watch a lot. Flashback a year ago, I was following the lies of Arya, Spencer, Hana and Emily. I was drawn to how Hannibal cooked delicious gourmet from the body parts of those he murdered. I was hooked with the love story of Damon and Elena of the Vampire Diaries. I was also a big fan of The Original vampires Klaus and Elijah. Also, who does not watch game of thrones? I was enthralled with the plots and twists of the lives of the Targaryens. Starks and the Lannisters. I can't seem to find the time to watch considering that I worked less now. I mean I used to work overtime last year. haay. I miss the television and all the made up stories. I wish I could just go back to last year. :(

These are all the three changes

Last blog entry was 2013. A whole year went by without any post. I should write more, I know. Writing is like therapy for me, a place where I can express how I feel without worrying about what might others think of me. I remember when I was a child, I had diaries and everytime I felt down, I would jot down my thoughts and somehow after I finished writing, I felt better. Since blog title is about changes, here are some of the things that changed: 1. My boyfriend - My past relationship pal and I broke up after 7.5 years. This was something so unexpected but not unplanned. There were numerous times when I really wanted to break up with him for various reasons but I couldn't get myself to do so. Until time came when every reason seemed right. This was not an easy decision, there were sleepless nights when I thought of what would have happened differently had I not break up with him. Although, the only answer that I could provide to myself is that, it was for the best. 10 months after the break-up, I think I am doing good now. The new relationship has its own struggles, some I am familiar with, some are new discoveries for me. It's nothing I regret though. One thing I learned is that you can never be really sure if someone is meant for you, you just have to enjoy every moment of everyday and try to be the best partner that you can be. 2. Work Last entry that I had here was about the new role that I had 2 years ago. I find myself in the same dilemma. New process, new department, new people.Will be starting my training tomorrow. Hopefully, this will be a better move. The lesson I learned from this is, no undertaking is so hard that you will not get past it. No matter how long the journey is, at some point in time, you will reach the finish line. 3. Residence I left my apartment (not 100%) and came to live with my boyfriend and his family. Cohabiting with your partner is ideal for girls my age. I am not getting any younger, anything that can speed up the process of GTKY is actually a practical move. At 29, there is an urgency to know if he really is the one for me.I plan to marry at age 31, if the Good Lord permits it. I am giving this relationship this year to decide if he is for keeps. These are all the three changes that happened. Will tell more stories soon. So many dreams to accomplish this year. I am so excited for 2015, hopefully it will be kind to me. :)